Eijaz Khan has been locked inside the house of Bigg Boss 14. The actor is quite excited to be a part of the show. Eijaz had recently opened up on his emotional rollercoaster life and his battle with depression. He said that he never thought he could be depressed. However, now on his way to recovery, Eijaz decided to participate in the show to challenge his limits and discover himself a little more. In an interview with Mid-Day, the actor opened up on his participation in the show. "It is scary. I have somewhat redeemed myself [in the past few months], and now I am entering a space where none of it will be relevant. In the house, the little mind games seem amplified. Whatever I have realised and gauged [about my life], will be evaluated 10 times over in the house. Of course, I am worried, but that does not mean I am not excited," Eijaz told Mid-Day.
When asked how will he react to the ever high temper of the inmates in the house, the actor said, "If there is a reasonable argument, I will listen and reflect [before I react]. Now that I love and respect myself a little more, I perceive others similarly. Having said that, if someone tries to unleash the monster in me, they are welcome. [My cool demeanour] doesn't mean I am happy all the time. In fact, I am angry all the time."
Elaborating on his battle with depression, the actor said, "[Over the years], I have made other people's lives miserable without realising that I was hurting myself more than them. I have had to accept myself when the success went to my head and I made the wrong choices. Over the years, I have understood my trauma patterns and why I was acting out. That road to self-discovery has prepared me for the show. You could say I have been prepping for this show for the last 20 years."
Eijaz is known for his frank demeanor and never sugarcoats his words. Talking about the strategizing aspect of the game, he said, "No matter how much you prepare yourself, what happens inside is a different ballgame altogether. What is the point in strategising to showcase only your good side? You can't hold pretences for that long. At the end of the day, the audience will relate to you only if you show your true self, even if that means you are an a**hole."
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