Bigg Boss 14 fame Nikki Tamboli, who is currently in Cape Town for the shooting of Khatron Ke Khiladi 11, deleted her latest Instagram post, where she had spoken about she is not able cope up with her brother's demise. The actress has now shared an emotional post, which will make you teary-eyed as it reads, "A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried."
Nikki Tamboli lost his brother Jatin Tamboli due to COVID-19 complications. In her deleted post, she wrote that while her family wants to be strong, she is struggling. The deleted post read, "I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. Few people whom I know tell me that it was his time to go and I should be glad he's not in emotional pain anymore and not sick anymore and that I have to let him go but my mind doesn't want to accept that." She further wrote, "I just want to be able to talk to my brother and when I say this to my friends they say to me that I still can, but it's not the same They are not understanding or listening to how I am feeling."
The note further reads, "I kind of felt like my brother's sister and mum. My mum and father just keeps saying I am the strong one in the family and she could have never gone through my and she excepts me to be doing ok and feeling strong now. I don't feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live. I haven't accepted my brother's death."
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